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My meditation last night went well.

The dreams of the spirits carried me to an answer though certainly not a whole one. I beleive that Maduin's theory about the Minions of Kalek is correct. The Jersey Devil does not attack them for they are innocent. Innocent victims brought into this against their will. Undeserving of punishment though I believe perhaps death may be a suitable mercy for them. Undecided on that. Life is not something so easily taken in such a way.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jersey_Devil

I have read this page. It has information on the Leeds but not enough. However if you so desire you may read that page and learn more. the Jersey Devil has been around for decades and I believe I have found His source here in the Pines.

Good news as well. I spotted Him on my way out of the Pines earlier today trekking around the edge of the forest. I believe He was satisfied with the order of things though I am not quite sure why yet. The Minions still prowl the Pines however. This is worrisome and I fear that Jay's theory on the Leeds may be correct.  Could it be my belief brought to life? Still it is life and it will protect me as long as it is able.

And if the Minions decide to attack me head-on, my rifle shall do the job where my imagination can not.

I had an interesting dream after my meditation last night. It was of Robert Sage's swamp though I cannot fathom why. I trekked through it and I saw the darkness and the wet damp trees...and I saw Kalek. He was gathered there with his Minions and they were surrounding some sort of light that I could not comprehend(in the way that dreams are not comprehensible.)

Sudcdenly Kalek turned and he appeared angered by my prescence there. The Minions...oh, their whispers are still in my brain and it haunts me that way. But I turned and fled the way I came through an...opening...of some sort in the swamp. At that time I woke up and heard some sort of noise outside my cabin. but when I checked there there was nothing but the Leeds, eyeing me from afar in the shadow-y Pines.

interesting. Truly ineresting.

Meditation

Generally I do not venture into town more than once a day but I feel significantly more calm than when I last posted.

I have looked through many blogs today and found many victms of Kalek's torture. Some dead. Some gone. Some insane and some still fighting. And here I sit in the Pines...doing...nothing. But not for long. When I return home, I shall be meditating on thematter for as long as it take me to fall asleep.

I have much thought to give all of this. My next few actions will define where I am in the universe's grand sceme. That is how fate is. we float through life as a rock in the river and are only given the chance to change course every so often.

Hopefully some rest will give me an answer on what to do next.

I have not seen the Devil today. It worries me because Jay has told me that the Jersey Devil is a product of my own belief and now He has not shown himself. Where could He be and was He really a figment of my imagination? Or perhaps He senses my lack of belief and is offended. Truly disconcerting noentheless. More of the Minion's have been lurking in the Pines tonight. I have bought ammo for my hunting rifle so we shall see how far they get.

May the Spirits protect me this night. Tomorrow, or when I am able I shall post my plan. I have much work to do.

Thank you all for your support. You may not know it but your strength is my spirit. I shall nto fail any of you.

PS I was asked where teh name Kalek came from for the being you all call 'It', 'Him', and 'Slender Man'. I do not recall where the name came from. But I know that it was revealed to me in a dream and it has seemed right ever since. I shall continue using it if no one minds.

Interesting occurences.

The Devil has visited my home three times in this past week. I am scared that I have done something which displeases Him. I have cleaned up after myself, hunted scarecly these last few weeks, and yet...He haunts me. I do not know why.

Strangely, He stays in plain sight outside my house, skulking nearby in the trees. I see Him, He turns to me, and I feel his gaze...what does he want?!

And I cannot leave my home in the Pines for very long. For Kalek wwaits there, and scares me further. His actions on the other blogs dedicated to the fear he inspires seem to be increasing in hostility. I do not know what to do. Truly. I want to help, but my blog provides nothing but my own plight put on display for others.

Can I help in any other way?

Also. What should I do if I see people venturing into the Pines? The Devil does not hurt them, but...I feel as though they are unwelcome. They come about and walk on the paths near by home, and then disappear soon after, staring longingly at my house.

Could they be the Minions of Kalek? They will have to deal with me and teh Jersey Devil shoudl they decide to probe further into my home.

The Pines

My sanctuary is real.

The Leeds watches over me, and in return, I watch over the Pines to the best of my ability. I cannot do everything. But I help in small ways.

Cleaning up after myself, using all of what I hunt- in ancient times the Native Americans had such practices, and they were at peace with the land around them.

That is how I must be. The Jersey Devil, the Leeds, does not like it any other way.

And I would rather be at his mercy, than thrown to the chaos of Kalek.

Who am I? My name is Dagmar, Dagmar River. Two years ago, I discovered this place in my attempts to flee from Kalek of the Trees. I soon found that there was a being here, an ancient being. The Jersey Devil. Kalek did not come near for several days, but the Leeds was much more persistent. It tracked me throughout the woods, its eyes on me at all times.

One day, I found a cabin. I took up residence, delirious and hungry as I was. And then suddenly, the tracking stopped. The Leeds seems...placated, with my prescence in the Pines.

I have been here ever since. I live alone, and travel into town only as often as necessary. I still deal with both the Leeds and Kalek, but I have come to realize that Leeds is a guardian. He watches over me, at night, at day, at all hours.

I have seen Kalek hover on the fringes of the Pines, waiting for me. He is interested in my protection, but he cannot bypass it.

I believe- I wonder- does this make him angry?

Regardless, I seldom sleep. Some nights, I am invaded by a complete and totaly silence that tears at my heart and suffers me a great deal of fear. Other nights, I hear growling, and I know that I am being fought for. Protected.

I must go now. Kalek is nearby, and I do not want to risk death.

Information

Hello.

I trust that if you have found this...you are somehow related to the situation at hand. Perhaps you seek safety, or comfort of some kind.

That's alright. But I do not offer either here at this...blog.

I do offer information. I know of the terror many are facing nowadays. It is a great evil, and it feeds on fear. It brings about thsi fear by puncturing whatever illusion of comfort or safety those it chooses have. It creates its own food source, actually. I never realized that until now, oddly enough. It is a young being, newly brought into this world.

You fools did it.

I have found protection, however, here in the Pines. The Pines...protect me, in their own sort of way. Not...really the Pines themselves, you see. The beast which lurks WITHIN the Pines! It keeps me safe, so long as I respect its protection, its land. It is a noble beast that way. And ti does not enjoy The Creation treading upon its land.

So. I stay in the Pines. I go out as little as possible. I wanted to make this blog post, however. So I went out and found an internet cafe. I want people to know that there is safety out there, if you can find the right form of it. You must know this' do not fear Kalek, the Creation. He is young, naive and weak. Please remember this.

I want to help someone other than myself...

It is the way of the beast protecting me. He helps me. The way of the devil...

The Jersey Devil protects me.